The other day there was a snow storm and i was home with my family. We sat around the house and my dad brought down the camcorder with the videos from when we were kids.
I saw videos of my brother, who's long gone now, and my family who has died or moved away. When we were young we laughed at the silliest things and complained to our parents. There was one point were none of us had front teeth it was horrible !:]
We didn't have such large responsibilities then but when i was watching myself on those tapes i realize i was exactly the same . I have grown physically but still my personality is has it always has been but life isn't and that's what i miss the most.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Sunday, December 9, 2007
Footseps in the right Direction
In our church they talk about eternal damnation. Going to hell , if you don't live your life the way God tells us to. They don't do it to scare us they say , it is to make us realize that we need to live our life correctly. But all humans make mistakes, none of us are perfect .
In the end we will all sin, what happens to us then?
I've made some big changes in my life , my mother would say for the worse , i would say i don't know where I'm going .. at least not right now. I've a lost a best friend, one that i love very much. We used to like each other so much and then I messed things up. Everybody told me if he found out i had a boyfriend it would be the last string, no more going back. I don't know why i had a boyfriend, when I all needed was in front of me. Yet I'm always the one to break it off, because i don't want to be hurt.
You always see those movies, where they say love is about taking chances and well i thought maybe i'm too young to love. But there was one movie and she said .
" Maybe love doesn't choose us; maybe we choose it. It's always been there but when we make that choice to put our heart on the line, it's then we find happiness. "
Sometimes i wish it were that easy for me to let someone love me. I asked my godmother how she knew Cassidy was the one. She said " I knew he would never hurt me, not even if i hurt him. He would never hurt me back."
In the end we will all sin, what happens to us then?
I've made some big changes in my life , my mother would say for the worse , i would say i don't know where I'm going .. at least not right now. I've a lost a best friend, one that i love very much. We used to like each other so much and then I messed things up. Everybody told me if he found out i had a boyfriend it would be the last string, no more going back. I don't know why i had a boyfriend, when I all needed was in front of me. Yet I'm always the one to break it off, because i don't want to be hurt.
You always see those movies, where they say love is about taking chances and well i thought maybe i'm too young to love. But there was one movie and she said .
" Maybe love doesn't choose us; maybe we choose it. It's always been there but when we make that choice to put our heart on the line, it's then we find happiness. "
Sometimes i wish it were that easy for me to let someone love me. I asked my godmother how she knew Cassidy was the one. She said " I knew he would never hurt me, not even if i hurt him. He would never hurt me back."
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