never gonna break, never gonna break.

These past few months have been... for me. I've done things with friends and kept those memories inside my head, smiling when reminded of them. I don't write as much and I don't really want to anymore. The important details i'll remember. au revoir blogger.com

printemps.

It's been a while. Springtime; college decisions; graduation talk; jobs; stress. Then Gabrielle came, ahh the french exchange students were amazing and funny, their school and culture is so completely different. We could have passed for sisters, not in looks but how ridiculous and strange we both are. I miss all of them. I'm starting to miss things that haven't even happened yet. Going to the beach with friends, graduation parties, walking out of wachu for the last time. It used to seem so far away but now it is undeniably close. I'm ready, yeah I know I am. That's what makes it all so exciting, i know what i want , i know who i am and i love it so much.
** Gabrielle and I both love Adele like no other so here's to her.

Amities.

I've never been big on friendships because I never liked getting close to people. I always thought in the back of my mind that it was weird and I would have to deal with it sometime, but this year is different. There is so much that I value , appreciate and love right now. There are people and little moments that I want to stay in my mind forever.
 I recently saw a friend in a car accident and it just put a lot of things in perspective for me. Everything we doesn't go the way expect and that is when we need friends the most, to be there for us and help us move forward. I helped someone do that, I was there for them and I realized then that if anything happened to me, I could depend on her also. I keep writing everything down, quotes from Tarmey, moments that made me laugh, special events of the week, because it all feels so important.
Hopefully 4 and half more months of this before I go away to college. On peut que esperer.

12:03 minutes.

I had a dream that we were in Ireland. Our house was just across the border and we drove an hour there and would lay on the hills and watch the sky, a real night sky with stars and everything. We lifted our hands and traced patterns in the sky until they got tired then we held each others. Other people were spread out there too. I wanted to call me mum and tell her we'd be back in just a bit but she wouldn't understand. aha, no she wouldn't.
but you do. right?