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I went to the guidance office today to get my schedule fixed and my mother would not shut up. She was all, I want her to take this and that. Then she got an attitude with the lady. as if the lady does not have enough crap to deal with. So I said 'Dear God, I can do this mother, thank you.' Now she is all ' I do not have anything to say to you.' Bah, I really cannot stand her sometimes. I watched Memoirs of a Geisha today, for the second time in two years. I was silent afterwards. So many things in the film reminded me of people I know, and how fragile life is. It made me miss Lucien, I did not think I would miss him this much. Someone on their trip was hurt in Jamaica and I got so worried and called his father to make sure nothing happened to him. I never realized how important he is to me till now. Now that I have not heard his voice or seen his face for a long time, I know that he is a part of me. I don't know what I would do, if i ever..